JOS
Wrote a Computer Program
In A Unknown State Of Mind
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:24:40 GMT -5
Dark, you can 'want' all you want. But just becouse you 'want' somthing dosent mean it will happen...
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:25:39 GMT -5
i am the most self-less person i know...and they still want more from me! I'm sick of helping other people. i like helping and all, but they want too much, i cannot be the counselor 24/7. i need a counselor too, except...i cant communicate verbally very well...counselors have the highest suicide rate
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alana
Too Much Time On My Hands
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Post by alana on Feb 15, 2006 21:26:04 GMT -5
yea ur right emz, doctors dont help, at all if u need something sorted u have to do it urself thats the only way ur gonna get out of this state of mind dark
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JOS
Wrote a Computer Program
In A Unknown State Of Mind
Posts: 1,399
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:26:05 GMT -5
-I started rping when my parints split, it helpped me with my saddness. I joke now that I cryed so much then, i got no tears to cry now. I havnt cryed in over a year...I think I need to cry but cant *sigh*
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:26:27 GMT -5
i want other peopke to stop controling me and walking all over me
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:27:01 GMT -5
i cant stop crying...
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JOS
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:27:08 GMT -5
then start saying no to what they want. Dark from what I can see is that they are useing you. Have to tell em no.
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 21:27:14 GMT -5
ive noticed that most people on rpgs have problems with real life and have been suisidal at one point
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JOS
Wrote a Computer Program
In A Unknown State Of Mind
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:27:44 GMT -5
thats a want you can get. Stand up foryerslef. Yet your anger out...at them...if needed
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 21:28:48 GMT -5
i vented some of my anger at someone that was horrid to me i kicked him in the balls and he cried it made me feel better tho
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:29:43 GMT -5
i went to a school surrounded by evil people for 10 years of my life. i've finaaly realized that nothing ever bounced off me, it buried itself before i relized it was there. I'm feeling all that pain and sufferingi never felt now...I'm dying...life is killling me...
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:30:29 GMT -5
i see lol, i use lol, but i dont feel lol...i cant feel lol...
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JOS
Wrote a Computer Program
In A Unknown State Of Mind
Posts: 1,399
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:30:32 GMT -5
The fight life Dark. Gotta look up. Things shall get better. I went to school with kids that did bloody marys when they where 3!
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alana
Too Much Time On My Hands
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Post by alana on Feb 15, 2006 21:30:43 GMT -5
it is possible to get over it, think about things you want to do, ur future, ur career sumthin that u really wanna do and wenever they try and put u down, just think past all of them, if ur set enough u can do nethin
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:30:56 GMT -5
i've become so hateful and furious....i hate life
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