alana
Too Much Time On My Hands
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Post by alana on Feb 15, 2006 20:46:44 GMT -5
ooc: aww sorry! meet dean at the party lol
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JOS
Wrote a Computer Program
In A Unknown State Of Mind
Posts: 1,399
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 20:46:49 GMT -5
-dark, Alex is still there, he was the one intacting with her, Akiko wanst nor was Dean but I think you need a hug *huggles*-
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 20:49:09 GMT -5
my best friends are turning against me, and yall leave me behind left and right...I'm sorry, i can get on everyday but not all hours. you cannot expect me to read every single dang thing you write, then want me to respond. roleplaying is supposed to be a group effort. you cannot leave me behind and expect me to keep up at the same time
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 20:50:00 GMT -5
i am so fricking mad anyway, and ten this happens... AGAIN!! i hate my life, real and fake
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 20:50:43 GMT -5
*hugs* im really sorry dark its just i cant normally get on at the smae time as you as i have college normally and its 01:50 here now so really i should be in bed
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 20:51:25 GMT -5
when will i stop ranting? not until you people understand! then again, i dont know if you can. you're not living my life so you're not seeing the depression i have to live through. yes, depression. i am so totally depressed all te time. i live through my characters and if i cant play them, i get furious.
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JOS
Wrote a Computer Program
In A Unknown State Of Mind
Posts: 1,399
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 20:52:08 GMT -5
-ahh dark, Im sorry. I dont usely do this, I try to wait for everyone. You know I do *chookie*?-
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 20:52:32 GMT -5
my life is crap. i hate it, and sorta feel suicidal at this point. no one seems to care what i think
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 20:53:17 GMT -5
............. Then dark i do understand how you feel..... you dont know my life either...... Thats the reason i come on these sites cuz i can be me.
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JOS
Wrote a Computer Program
In A Unknown State Of Mind
Posts: 1,399
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 20:53:26 GMT -5
*sigh* I have no friends in real life....Im so depressed im happy. It sad, i know. Oh dark I wish I could move in with you.
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 20:53:41 GMT -5
and not even my best friend takes me seriously. how awful is that? i try t have fun and be happy, but everything is draggin me down... i wanna cry...
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 20:54:22 GMT -5
*sighs* yep ive bin fru suicidal stage, the cutting everything an hay dont say n e fin not many peeps no.........
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 20:55:03 GMT -5
I am so very ticked off. Today has been the worst day of my life...
Jil tried to take my computer from me in the lab during Social Studies and ended up killing my power point. Good thing I didn't save it, or else I'd never talk to her again. She didn't even act sorry! She just pointed to the undo button.
I didn't get a carnation or even a sucker. I wanted a flower so bad... And Chris doesn't like me. I thought he did. He was so sweet at the dance...
Catherine and Raven won't stop tearing me down. Yes, Catherine has told me I'm taking this stuff too seriously, but I think not. She and Raven are constantly calling me stupid and telling me to go away... Just like they do to Jil! How do I know they think different of me than Jil? They keep giving her hints to go, and it appears to me that I'm getting them now. Plus, life is so stressful now with everything that's going on, so I feel like crap anyway. I'm crying. Happy now guys?
I ranted to mom about it in the car, but I don't feel any better. I talk to her and she sent me to the school counselor, but things really aren't gettin' any better.
I hate life.
i wrote that yesterday, valentine's day. it was the worst day of my life...
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JOS
Wrote a Computer Program
In A Unknown State Of Mind
Posts: 1,399
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 20:55:22 GMT -5
I rember when I was suicidal...ahh almost killed myself 3 times. Dark know this. Someone thinks of you every time before they go to sleep...I think about my friends [You, Kippy, Nikki, Clay ect and my dog that died.] Think about it dark I know you PC is crap but its not all bad
-my god damn post are slow-
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 20:56:14 GMT -5
I'm 13 and goin through puberty and that makes everything ten times worse than it already is...
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