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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 20:57:33 GMT -5
-crys- i hate life
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 20:58:27 GMT -5
Oh dark dont be sad, when i was in school i felt awfull all the time i had no friends....... well very few and i just wanted to die. I still feel like that alot at home well all the time acc my mums bf hates me my dad left when i was young and has recently decided that his gf is more important than us and wont see us any more. I havenmt spoken to him for over a week and the only things keeping me together is college this and fantisys that will never come true.
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 20:58:36 GMT -5
Dark there is only on thing I can say. if you kill yourself, I will kill myself. I cant help you, though I wish i could, you dont know how much I wish I could. My mom is away in canada so I rarely get to talk to her, My dad could be that far away by the way he acts. And My one friend, my brother is moving out and spending more time with his G/F so I dont even see him that much any more.
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 20:59:21 GMT -5
i feel like no one cares... i used to be invincible... no one could hurt me... what happened to that? what happened to being miss independent? now i follow my friend as her shadow...and she calls me stupid...
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:00:46 GMT -5
at least yall have dads...mine's got ms so he's paralyzed. its hardly like having a dad at all...
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:01:29 GMT -5
Dark, god damn, lesion to us! We Care! We know what its like, Ive always been a loner, never had any real friends, well I use to but they go to a differnt school and I dont see em any more. I dont care what people think, or I didnt use to, Now I do but i dont want to. Dark you gotta stand up for youself. Your not Stupid, your one of the smartest people I know [My highst grade is a b-....]
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:01:39 GMT -5
my lil bro hates my cat and wants to kill him... when milo dies, i will kill myself... he is the closest friend i've ever had.. -crys-
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 21:02:26 GMT -5
i feel like no one cares... i used to be invincible... no one could hurt me... what happened to that? what happened to being miss independent? now i follow my friend as her shadow...and she calls me stupid... I know how that feels too........ Im alot better than i used to be you just gotta find something that makes you truely happy and hang on to it. It has to be something no one can take away............ soemthing special. Mine is just a wish andd college as nick can take anything else away. I have just learnt not to care about most people any more c cuz if you care you can get hurt........ i know thats sad but its the only way you will never get hurt. |
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Post by alana on Feb 15, 2006 21:02:27 GMT -5
omg dark! hun ur 13! i no i dont no u or anything like that, but wen ur that age, none understands u, every turns on u, and like you sed its all puberty doin it, you really should hang in there, im 17 next month and beleive me, it will only get worse b4 it gets better, but u cant keep on being depressed all the time, itll only drag you down further
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:02:28 GMT -5
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:02:52 GMT -5
and i cant stand up for myself, cuz i cant communicate verbally very well...all i can do is write and draw...
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 21:04:12 GMT -5
my lil bro hates my cat and wants to kill him... when milo dies, i will kill myself... he is the closest friend i've ever had.. -crys- My closest friend is Jason my cat i tell him everything. At the begining of the year nick sent him and his three sisters away. I wouldnt stop crying and i started being really violent towarss him. Jason refused to eat and cried all the time and 3 months later he came home . |
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:04:43 GMT -5
Dark, I just go away. I have a temper, so that helps me. If you read my poems they are mostly about death. The one song made is about killing myself [long ago] it will be ok. I promise Dark.
[still fell like drite...]
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:05:31 GMT -5
and i wrote to my friend to tell her to stop doing this to me, and she got mad. she said i had to talk about my problems out loud...she doesnt understand...none of those people who call themselves my friends do... jil doesnt care... cat doesnt understand too well. rave doesnt seem to understand at all... audrey hates me...and she cant tell that to my face...
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:06:24 GMT -5
If they dont act like friend they arnt, leave them. They are the trash!
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