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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 21:07:18 GMT -5
and i cant stand up for myself, cuz i cant communicate verbally very well...all i can do is write and draw... I never stood up to any one at school it came to the point where i wouldnt go and when i did i used to be soo scared, it became a phobia i used to walk there and not be able to go through the gates. In the ens they sent me to iss where there where only 6 people aand i met a couple of really nice girls. One was haley and the other is now my best friend Elli. Ive learnt to stand up for myself better now and i get on with people better. You just need to find someone that ujnderstands you. My drawings where never safe and i got sent to family therapy and got given a psycyatrist |
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:07:27 GMT -5
and i have anger issues, but i dont do anything with it. i just walk away or bottle it up. and now its killing me. it's causing me so much pain and i cant let it out or everyone would hate me
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:08:46 GMT -5
life is too hard. noting is simple. even 1 + 1 isnt simple. everythingis complicated...and it hurts
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 21:09:18 GMT -5
and i have anger issues, but i dont do anything with it. i just walk away or bottle it up. and now its killing me. it's causing me so much pain and i cant let it out or everyone would hate me DONT BOTTLE IT UP IT WILL DESTROY YOU....... i used to bottle all mine up to then i would go mental and brake litrally anythiong i could get my hands on thats how i got hols of the glass i smashed sum pics, cut nicks face open with a cd case ripped his leg open with a stool............ and countless other things. |
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:09:44 GMT -5
Dark, if someone cant handle you at your evilest, then they are not a friend. Ive come close to killing some people but still have one or two close friends that i neaver really see cuz they go to a differnt school.
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 21:09:53 GMT -5
You say things that i say our lives seem very similar in more ways than one.........
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:10:06 GMT -5
and i cant stop thinking. my mind never stops. it analyzes thinga all the day long..erspecially stupid stuff i've done, which is a long list
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 21:10:38 GMT -5
I only have a few people i class as friends Elli, Haley, Cassie and uhh that it
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:11:03 GMT -5
I just lerned not to think...
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Post by Spider Call on Feb 15, 2006 21:11:23 GMT -5
Dark do you see grey areas or just black and white?? as in is it all good and awful or are there bits in between
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:11:44 GMT -5
mom says I'm empathetic, meaning i feel other people's and animal's emotions as my own. that hurts too. i can understand other people's moods perfectly, but they cant understand mine
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:11:45 GMT -5
of corse...most my class the girls are prep or emo...or wanna be emo..
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Post by Darktouch on Feb 15, 2006 21:12:32 GMT -5
the world is colorful...but hardy anything is pure happiness
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Post by alana on Feb 15, 2006 21:12:42 GMT -5
lemme tell u sumthn dark, they arent ur frends if they make u feel like that, i no it wud be hard but just try to ignore them, it tok me a while to do that but i came around,
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Post by JOS on Feb 15, 2006 21:13:10 GMT -5
I saw red and black... Blood and darkness...Yes. In a way Im Phy. But mostly dreams...not back to dark
I dont know what to say, most my post are slow any how.
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